The song "California" by Joseph Arthur reflects on a tumultuous relationship and the singer's struggle with addiction and anger issues. The lyrics suggest that the singer tried to hold onto someone but ultimately had to let them go. They express a sense of longing and waiting for that person to return on their own. The chorus, "California's not my home, But I'll still be here when you're gone," implies that the singer might not feel a deep connection to their current location, possibly California, but they are committed to staying until the person they are awaiting comes back. The lyrics also touch upon the singer's attempt to warn the other person about the dangers of drinking, but they did not believe until they experienced it themselves. This led to the expression of anger and regret, comparing it to rusty water pouring out from a tortured sink. The song then shifts to introspection, as the lyrics describe the singer's plea for forgiveness for their outbursts and acknowledgment of their struggle to control their temper. The singer also acknowledges the negative influence the other person had on their thoughts, referring to the noise they put in their head. The lyrics address the idea that people can change and evolve over time, hoping that the other person keeps this in mind. The singer expresses a desire to rewind and return to a time when love was kinder, emphasizing that it is strange how love can become unkind. The lyrics reference being arrested for a crime, metaphorically illustrating the consequences and punishment the singer faces for their actions. They express a longing for redemption, serving their time to improve themselves and regain respect. The repeated lines, "I hope you keep in mind, A soul evolves through time, And people they can change," further emphasize the theme of personal growth and redemption. Overall, "California" tells a story of a troubled relationship, the singer's personal struggles with addiction and anger, and their journey towards change and redemption. It portrays a sense of longing, regret, and hope for a better future.
