The song "I Feel Like Dying" by Josh A is about the struggles the artist is facing, both internally and externally. Josh A talks about feeling like everything he wants in life blows up when he's on the brink of giving up. He talks about his struggles with mental health and the loneliness that comes with fame. In the chorus, he is almost pleading for someone to end his suffering, to blow his brains and dig his grave so he doesn't have to endure the pain he feels. He says he's been to the bottom but still fights every day. He has not sold his soul, but he still cannot find the peace he's looking for. Despite the seriousness of the lyrics, the song is also empowering and a call to action. Josh A talks about taking responsibility for his own mistakes and urges others to do the same. It is a message of hope, that even in the darkest moments, there is always a chance to fight and come out stronger on the other side. Overall, "I Feel Like Dying" is a raw and powerful expression of the struggles faced by many in today's society, and a reminder that despite the pain and sorrow, there is always a way to fight and emerge victorious.
