The song Last Time by Josh A delves into the rapper's conflicting emotions about the rap industry and his role in it. He starts by admitting that he started rapping with good intentions, but now feels like he is promoting a "terrible culture." He feels responsible for his young fans who look up to him and seek his advice, but he also struggles with feeling like a hypocrite. He acknowledges that he tells them that anything is possible, but he knows that there are obstacles that can get in the way. The chorus emphasizes the idea that he is constantly evolving and changing, and isn't the same person he was in the past. He is "running from himself" and trying to distance himself from his past mistakes and regrets. The second verse continues the theme of conflicted emotions. He acknowledges that he has fans who look up to him and find inspiration in his music, but he also feels like he is contributing to a negative culture. He struggles with the pressure of being a role model, and worries about disappointing his fans. He also admits that he sometimes feels like he is being "creeped on" and can't sleep at night due to the weight of his responsibilities and doubts. Overall, the song seems to be a reflection on the challenges of being a rapper in today's culture, and the struggle to balance personal beliefs with professional success and responsibility.
