"Sō" is a song by the Japanese artist Sou, also known as Mafumafu, released on October 9, 2019, as part of his album "Ganshoku". The song is written and composed by Sou himself. The lyrics of "Sō" depict a sense of internal struggle and self-doubt, as well as a desire for acceptance and understanding from others. The title of the song, "tig-hug", is derived from the phrase "chiguhagu" in the lyrics, which represents a feeling of being mismatched or inconsistent. The repetition of "chiguhagu" in the lyrics emphasizes the confusion and turmoil the narrator is experiencing. The song begins with the lines "Shitai koto mo dekinai nda" -goe ni naranai koe," which can be translated as "There are things I can't do, a voice that doesn't become a voice." This line expresses the narrator's frustration at their inability to express their desires and feelings. Throughout the song, the narrator expresses a desire to be understood and accepted by others. They feel trapped in their own thoughts and emotions, unable to communicate their true selves. The line "I want to feel comfortable, but I just keep blocking my own body" represents the self-imposed obstacles that prevent the narrator from being true to themselves. The chorus of the song, "Chiguhaguchi, guhaguhagu, chigutsugihagu kimi o 'oni' ni wa shinaikara," translates to "I won't turn you into a demon, even with all the mismatched pieces." This line suggests that despite the struggles and inconsistencies they face, the narrator refuses to project their insecurities onto others. The lyrics also touch on themes of loss and regret, as seen in lines such as "Obore-sōda, kanashī na, sōda, mizu no yōdatta," meaning "I feel like drowning, it's sad, like soda, like water." This imagery suggests a sense of despair and sorrow. Overall, "Sō" portrays a struggle with self-acceptance and a longing for connection with others. The lyrics express the narrator's desire to be understood and loved, despite their feelings of inadequacy and discordance.
