The song "Счастье моё" (meaning "My Happiness") by Конец Солнечных Дней (End of Sunny Days) explores the concept of love and the complexities that come with it. The lyrics express the confusion and uncertainty surrounding love. The speaker questions what love truly is and whether it can be understood. They mention the fleeting nature of love, comparing it to a few stains on a bed or something temporary. The speaker reflects on their own experiences with love, feeling a sense of shame for their past actions and a realization that they often only think about the consequences of their actions after the fact or when intoxicated. The lyrics also touch upon the frustration of trying to comprehend love. Despite numerous reflections and discussions about it, the speaker feels that it is all in vain as the true meaning of love remains one-sided and elusive. The speaker presents a rather cynical view of love, with the idea that it is often superficially valued and decorated with cheap ornaments. There is a suggestion that the speaker may have been deceitful in their past relationships, but they also acknowledge that they were able to achieve certain things through their actions. There is a recurring theme of shame and self-criticism, expressed by referring to a "dirty shame" and the internal struggle of the speaker's mind. The chorus of the song expresses a desire for happiness and a reflection on what could have been without the complications and negative consequences that love brings. The speaker longs for love without the pain, without the need for intermediaries, and without the constant cycles of disappointment and shattered experiences. They speak of breaking mirrors, blaming them for their unhappiness and waiting for another chance to encounter happiness once more. Overall, "Счастье моё" delves into the complexities of love, exploring themes of confusion, self-reflection, shame, and the longing for a simpler, happier experience of love.
