Lyrics: I knew it would all happen this way I knew I couldn't sincerely appreciate it And it's shameful that everything had to break And I'm sorry, but I had to finish it I didn't want to destroy everything Forgive me I didn't want to destroy everything Forgive me The song "Я не хотел" (I didn't want) by кнц солнечных дней (end of sunny days) explores themes of regret, self-awareness, and the consequences of one's actions. The lyrics express a sense of foreknowledge of how things will unfold and a realization that the singer lacks the ability to truly value and appreciate what they had. The song reflects on the shame that comes from allowing everything to fall apart and the remorse felt by the singer for having to bring it to an end. The plea for forgiveness in the lyrics suggests that the singer is acknowledging their responsibility for the destruction and expressing remorse. The repetition of the line "Я не хотел все разрушать" (I didn't want to destroy everything) emphasizes their regret and a desire to seek forgiveness. Overall, the song explores the consequences of one's actions and the weight of past mistakes. The meaning and story of the song can be interpreted differently by each listener, but it generally conveys a sense of remorse and the desire to make amends for the destruction caused.
