"Make Me Wanna Holla" is a song by Esham, a rapper and hip-hop artist. The song was released in 1994 and is known for its dark and introspective lyrics. The song reflects Esham's frustration and disillusionment with life, as he discusses his struggles and the hardships he has faced. He opens the song by talking about how people still try to imitate his style and music, despite him telling them to stay away from him. He also explains that Esham stands for "East Side Hoes And Money," representing his focus on women and material wealth. Esham then delves into his feelings about religion, declaring that he stopped believing in God about a year ago. He expresses his lack of trust in God and mentions his belief that life is not always happy, even in the sunshine. He uses the metaphor of a suicidalist, someone who contemplates suicide, to explain his state of mind. He touches on the idea of wanting to die but being hesitant to actually take his life. The lyrics also discuss Esham's negative views on life, emphasizing the role of money and how life can sometimes be devoid of joy and happiness. He mentions a sense of hopelessness, feeling trapped in the ghetto and seeing no way out. Esham criticizes the police for not protecting the people in his community and addresses the struggles faced by black men, including drug addiction and poverty. Throughout the song, Esham expresses his frustration and anger, using the phrase "make me wanna holla" to convey his emotions. The song serves as a cathartic outlet for his thoughts and feelings, highlighting the harsh realities of life and the struggles faced by many individuals, particularly those in disadvantaged communities.
