The song "Being Alone" by Gatlin explores the theme of struggling with solitude and the desire for companionship. The lyrics suggest that the narrator has often found themselves alone despite hoping that being alone would be enjoyable or fulfilling. They have experienced failed relationships, feeling temporarily satisfied but ultimately left feeling lonely again. The song reflects on the fleeting nature of these connections, referring to them as a "momentary fix for lonely hearts." The narrator acknowledges their youth and ample time ahead, suggesting that they should be experiencing more romantic experiences, which adds to their frustration and longing for companionship. Gatlin expresses a yearning to be better at being alone, indicating a desire to find contentment within their own company. However, they admit that they struggle with this, as they "just don't want to go home." The repetition of the line "I wish I was better at being alone" emphasizes the narrator's yearning and the underlying dissatisfaction they feel. The line "So we meet again, 'Cause 'Hurt me' is written on my skin" suggests that the narrator keeps finding themselves in relationships or situations where they get hurt. The reference to falling in love "between the stones and sticks" implies that the narrator tends to choose partners who are emotionally unavailable or incompatible. This pattern further contributes to their feelings of loneliness. Overall, the song delves into the complexities of loneliness, the longing for companionship, and the struggle to find contentment within oneself. It captures the emotional struggle and vulnerability of the narrator as they confront their longing for connection while also grappling with their difficulty in being alone.
