The song "Hospital" by Gatlin tells the story of an individual who is struggling with their mental health. The lyrics depict a visit to the hospital, where they are told they are not crazy but are not allowed to leave. They are given medication and their freedom is restricted. The protagonist reflects on their childhood, mentioning how they used to play outside but ended up injuring themselves multiple times. This could symbolize their tendency to engage in self-destructive behavior. The chorus expresses the protagonist's desire to be happy and carefree, wishing they could find stability and build a life for themselves. They acknowledge the irony in finding humor in their own pain but accept that they are responsible for their choices and the consequences that have led them to where they are. The song also touches on regret, particularly regarding tattoos the protagonist got without considering the long-term consequences. They mention falling for someone who can't love them back but exploits their vulnerability for physical intimacy. The mention of the man being cheap suggests that the protagonist feels undeserving of genuine love or affection. The song concludes with a voicemail to the protagonist's grandmother, informing her of their current situation in the psychiatric hospital. They express love for her and acknowledge that the situation may seem humorous from an outside perspective. Overall, "Hospital" delves into themes of mental health struggles, self-destructive behavior, longing for happiness, and the complexities of relationships.
