"Cinayet Dipnotu" is a song by the Turkish rapper Hidra. The song's lyrics revolve around themes of introspection, self-expression, and societal pressures. The song begins with Hidra expressing his determination and defiance towards anyone trying to stop him. He uses the metaphor of a murder being priceless and warns not to complain about it. He acknowledges the gloomy tone of his story, but his fingers yearn for a cigarette, symbolizing his longing for comfort or release. Hidra expresses his frustrations with people's skeptical attitudes and how they have always doubted his genuine intentions. He questions if they mistake the burdens he carries on his shoulders for something else. He refers to himself as "aimless" and compares his life to a sentence fragment used by another rapper, Fatih Uslu. He feels that people's suspicions have contributed to his mental breakdowns. He has resigned himself to patience without exaggeration. Tomorrow's promises have been erased by contradicting thoughts. However, despite it all, he has created his own world, symbolized by a silver tablet. Hidra suggests that accepting his gift is like accepting his own burial clothes. He asks them to not waste time engraving his tombstone with his name. He criticizes those who only show concern when they need something from him. The chorus emphasizes the need to stop Hidra and the consequences of the murder being a lifelong sentence. He encourages people not to complain about his story's somber prologue and highlights his fingers' longing for cigarettes. The second verse portrays Hidra's extraordinary behaviors that cannot be contained in schedules. He suggests that while being within the depths of their souls, digging is a guarantee. He questions if a weak blow has destroyed his creations. He asks someone to release his hands and embrace him under the moonlight. Hidra refers to the footnote of the murder in the preface of his story. He advises that when complaints reach their limit, they should plunge into the swamp. He believes that life is not defined by three mistakes like a PIN code. He urges someone to lean their head on his shoulder and ask who is to blame. The bridge describes a calm moment at the seaside, where sunsets are even more melancholic. When sirens sound, Hidra advises not to believe in disappearing. He states that his divan used to contemplate the art of war. Hidra reflects on encountering the snake in the sea and admits that he would still not hug it. He implies that friendship is conditional on having money, and if he lacks it, people would leave him. He criticizes those who take advantage of his tainted blood. He argues that cruelty is worshiped during rituals and defines ignorance. He refers to himself as a guardian of the people while being tempted by the luxuries. When he causes confusion, people keep asking, "Which king?" If suicide becomes difficult, he suggests taking solace in hopes. He compares his soul to a vizier and his heart to a king on a chessboard. The song concludes by highlighting the fleeting nature of time and the unending burning of cigarettes in his hands. Hidra suggests that while all souls are free, feelings receive discounts. He advises listeners to embrace this reality and integrate it into their lives. Overall, "Cinayet Dipnotu" explores Hidra's struggles with societal expectations, skepticism, and his pursuit of self-expression. The song showcases his resilience and determination to carve out his own path while criticizing those who take advantage of his talents.
