Lyrics: I'm shedding tears, but strong like a father I won't cry tonight, tonight I have to make money Your mother's tears tonight fall on my face I remember her with you, every word of hers is defeat I see you when I look in the mirror And sometimes I'm ashamed, brother, I can't look at her If only her eyes could see, how much I need you here And where are these b*tches now, when we need them? I walk on thorns, carrying the burden with sorrow In the garden black roses, my horror doesn't involve acting Money runs away like a hare from a greyhound, I run, bark to catch Because money spins where the drill can't And then they tell me: "Happiness isn't a bag full of money" But in misfortune, without it, the misfortune is even greater Sometimes the battle is more important than the whole war Sometimes an army is not what one brother is (Let's go) It kills me, pain breaks through, oh mama Bound by pain, I have to go This evil will kill me, mama Only God knows if I'll come home tonight I call your name in my dreams, as they drag me down I won't let them break me, but the empty home hurts I call your name in my dreams, as they drag me down I won't let them break me, but the empty home hurts The empty home hurts The empty home hurts The empty home hurts The empty home hurts Home, home, home, home Everything is smaller and bigger, everything is a roulette and bankruptcy to me I walk the road where cries echo, trapped in hell With a torch on thin ice, I search for light in the dark Step by step, bitter like black soil over cancer Until now, I didn't know what it meant to kneel And pray to God for forgiveness while a knife stabs my back As if every word were an insult, misfortune pierces my shoulders A blizzard of emotions, but none of them bring happiness My brothers are thrown away, the cage takes its toll Crying blades cut like old guitar strings They tighten, they write stories to me like the last puff of cigarettes That there will be a better future, and I let a gypsy read my palm (oh mama) Instead of being good, they want me to be a devil But karma is an old b*tch, it comes back like a boomerang Instead, I choose to be kind Instead of a dirty cage, I choose my own doorstep (Let's go) It kills me, pain breaks through, oh mama Bound by pain, I have to go This evil will kill me, mama Only God knows if I'll come home tonight I call your name in my dreams, as they drag me down I won't let them break me, but the empty home hurts I call your name in my dreams, as they drag me down I won't let them break me, but the empty home hurts The empty home hurts The empty home hurts The empty home hurts The empty home hurts Home, home, home, home It kills me, pain breaks through, oh mama Bound by pain, I have to go This evil will kill me, mama Only God knows if I'll come home tonight I call your name in my dreams, as they drag me down I won't let them break me, but the empty home hurts I call your name in my dreams, as they drag me down I won't let them break me, but the empty home hurts The empty home hurts The empty home hurts The empty home hurts The empty home hurts Home, home, home, home