Lyrics: I won't wipe away tears, why would I, I'm not crying because I'm sad I tighten my fist harder, I want to shatter this ugly dream Day after day, it's terrible, I cruise alone behind the wheel I look at the city, full of ghosts, where should I go, where now? Fuck you, fuck off, let me breathe I spread my arms towards the ground, everything is closer to the sky I will speak softly, let the tears rain down I put my fingers in the fire, but said "Never again" I gave too much to people, and they said "Fuck you" in return I gave love too easily, replaced by anger I dreamed realistically, it became unreal And I searched for the truth where the devil invented angels At times, it was beautiful, I was blind Now I wonder where they were when my whole world Crumbled beneath my feet, like Sodom and Gomorrah How much against pains, with a shotgun full of lead I've tried all that shit, seen Satan's eyes When evil does its deed in the night, they call you to join them Where neither doctors, nor mothers, nor anyone else can help you Life like a slaughterhouse, don't ask why you die like a dog Years fly by, and I dream of being a child To start all over again, to not encounter the same worries But I still only see scars and bullets I see madness and envy, but never people being happy So don't ask why you don't see me often Because sometimes, believe me, I would rather disappear So don't ask why you don't see me often Because sometimes, believe me, I would rather disappear Once I had plans, but plans came to a halt I had angelic brothers, but the angels fell If they knew I became a rap phenomenon They would appreciate this, raising their glasses high The road doesn't ask when it takes, leaving a bloody trail behind A scar on the heart to remind you forever Of lost youth, of a life without childhood Of war scars, and mass murders That's why we embraced hip-hop as a form of expression Because when you speak normally, I see no one listening here Everyone doesn't give a damn that you're young, that you don't have A job experience and that sometimes you can't bear hunger I know, my city, SA How it breathes, how it thinks when darkness falls upon it Hold onto me tightly, baby, this night is so cold The heat is on the streets, the situation is bad Wipe away your tears, dear mother, it's not just me in crisis The whole country is fucked up while I rock Izi Bizi Like my crew, my blood, my flesh Only they know that I haven't stopped rapping But I have disappeared Years fly by, and I dream of being a child To start all over again, to not encounter the same worries But I still only see scars and bullets I see madness and envy, but never people being happy So don't ask why you don't see me often Because sometimes, believe me, I would rather disappear So don't ask why you don't see me often Because sometimes, believe me, I would rather disappear
