Lyrics: "I can't criticize it, I've become something because of you And you're waiting for a summer hit, often not caring Because of you, I'll be worse even though I stopped I'll drink pills again, wait for their effect again And everything seems like the end-aj-aj-aj-aj 'Cause I know I'm not the one-aj-aj-aj-aj I'm dying, I can't see paradise-aj-aj-aj-aj I'm too high (High) How many times have you lifted me up to heights? Just as many times you brought me down like a pill Hey-ey, eyo, baby, it's okayo You control me like an E.O, I'd chill with you Tell me what intoxicates you if it's not pain (Hey) You've drunk all my blood, what are you doing to me? (Hey) All others are copies, I'm not in the mood for that You've become a phobia to me, heavy as a grave I can't criticize it, I've become something because of you And you're waiting for a summer hit, often not caring Because of you, I'll be worse even though I stopped I'll drink pills again, wait for their effect again And everything seems like the end-aj-aj-aj-aj 'Cause I know I'm not the one-aj-aj-aj-aj I'm dying, I can't see paradise-aj-aj-aj-aj I'm too high (High) E, yeah (U-u-u), in the lungs like smoke Gin slides down my throat, I light a blunt and drink lean (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) I want to know where you are, when and with whom We'll talk when I come back because I'm late for a flight to Vienna Tilidin weakens me Throwing money, it's all in Sending DMs, never seen Young Pablo Medellin Cle-Cle-Cleopatra, you'll cost me like Caesar's Rome Living fire, we're Sparta, we're three hundred - the whole team I can't criticize it, I've become something because of you And you're waiting for a summer hit, often not caring Because of you, I'll be worse even though I stopped I'll drink pills again, wait for their effect again And everything seems like the end-aj-aj-aj-aj 'Cause I know I'm not the one-aj-aj-aj-aj I'm dying, I can't see paradise-aj-aj-aj-aj I'm too high (High)" "Pilula" by Jala Brat is a song about a toxic relationship that the artist cannot criticize because he has become a different person because of it. The person he is in the relationship with seems to prioritize finding a summer hit and doesn't care about the consequences. Despite trying to stop and move on, he finds himself being dragged back into the same destructive patterns, turning to pills again. The lyrics convey a sense of feeling trapped and unable to escape the negative cycle of the relationship.