The song "Disappointing" by John Grant explores the theme of finding true beauty and comfort in a person's presence, overshadowing any other experiences or pleasures in life. The lyrics mention various things that the singer considers to be wonderful or captivating in their own right, but ultimately, they pale in comparison to the person they are addressing. The song begins with whimsical imagery, mentioning rollercoasters and Earl Grey malts, which represent fun and indulgence. However, even these enjoyable experiences are deemed less fulfilling than the person in question. The mention of ocelot babies but not bath salts adds a touch of humor and quirkiness to the lyrics. The theme of natural beauty is introduced with the line about a harvest moon in the arms of a tree that has been growing for centuries. This implies a sense of timeless and serene beauty, but once again, it cannot compete with the subject of the singer's affection. The lyrics then shift to a mention of different musical instruments, such as bassoons, trombones, and French horn sections, along with string art collections. These represent the artist's appreciation for music and visual arts, but even these creative expressions are deemed disappointing compared to the person's presence. The following lines mention owls and guitars, possibly representing wisdom and passion respectively, but the singer notes that when they do not match or align with the person, they lose their significance. The names Gilda, Kristen, Cheri, Tina, Amy, and Rachel Dratch refer to various female comedians, possibly signifying the singer's admiration for their talent, but once again, they are considered disappointing compared to the person they are addressing. The lyrics then mention the genitive case in German, indicating the singer's interest in language and grammar. The names Rachmaninov, Scriabin, Prokofiev, Dostoevsky, Bulgakov, Vysotsky, and Lev represent prominent figures in Russian music, literature, and art, emphasizing the singer's appreciation for Russian culture. Francis Bacon and dolomites are mentioned next, representing art and nature respectively. The line about ballet dancers with or without tights suggests an appreciation for beauty and elegance in movement. Central Park on an autumn day is described as stunning and never cliché, highlighting the singer's love for nature and the unique experiences it can offer. Throughout the song, the chorus repeats the idea that all these things mentioned are disappointing in comparison to the person the singer adores. The lyrics convey the belief that nothing is more beautiful than the person's smile and nothing is more comforting than knowing they exist in the same time and place. In summary, John Grant's "Disappointing" explores the idea that no matter how captivating or enjoyable certain experiences, objects, or talents may be, they are ultimately overshadowed and considered disappointing compared to the person the singer is addressing. The song expresses a deep admiration and love for that individual, emphasizing their unique beauty and importance in the singer's life.
