The song "Toxic Angel" by Joseph Arthur tells the story of a person who has found their savior in an unexpected place. The lyrics describe the cold and heartless world that the person lives in, but they have found solace in the form of their angel. The first verse talks about how the protagonist stumbled upon their angel in the desert, as they were searching for someone to help them overcome their struggles. The person they found seems to have a dark past or hidden demons ("strangle") and may be emotionally guarded ("in chains"). Despite this, the protagonist is drawn to them and finds comfort in their presence. The chorus questions whether the protagonist is capable of fully embracing the love and affection their angel offers. The protagonist acknowledges their own unstable mind, implying that they may struggle to maintain a stable relationship. They question if they are worthy of such love and if they can keep "their feet on the ground" in the face of their own sometimes tumultuous emotions. The second verse reveals that the protagonist's dreams have been crushed and they have faced hardships from someone toxic ("toxic stranger") who pushed them off their merry-go-round of happiness. The pain they experience mirrors the feeling of being unable to voice their suffering ("can't complain"). Again, the protagonist reflects on the irony of the one who saved them now being the one they blame for their struggles. Throughout the song, the repeated question "Are you near?" emphasizes the need for the angel's presence and reassurance in the face of the protagonist's doubts and instability. Overall, "Toxic Angel" explores themes of finding salvation in unexpected places, grappling with self-doubt, and the complexities of love and relationships. It suggests that even in a cold and challenging world, finding someone who offers support and understanding can be both comforting and conflicting.
