"Xanny" is a song by Billie Eilish from her debut album "When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?" The track addresses the destructive nature of drug use and the negative impact it can have on individuals. In the lyrics, Billie expresses her confusion and frustration towards people who continue to indulge in drugs without any regard for the consequences. She feels that they are unstable and bring nothing positive to the table except for ashtrays, symbolizing the destructive habits they possess. Billie then contrasts herself with those individuals, emphasizing that she is not reliant on drugs to cope with her emotions and to feel better about herself. She rejects the idea of using drugs, like Xanax (a prescription anti-anxiety medication), to escape from reality or to find temporary solace. The mention of checking Uber ratings and waking up late to parties suggests the reckless and irresponsible behavior associated with drug use. Despite their constant mistakes and suffering, the individuals in the song continue down the same destructive path, blaming their circumstances for their actions. Billie acknowledges her presence among these individuals, experiencing the effects of their second-hand smoke while she remains sober, drinking canned Coke. She resists succumbing to their lifestyle and refuses to rely on Xanax or any other drugs to find happiness or escape. The lyrics also touch upon the theme of relationships. Billie expresses her inability to love someone who is not accidentally harming themselves, highlighting the detrimental nature of drug use in a romantic partnership. In the end, Billie reiterates her confusion about these people's choices and their inability to break free from their destructive habits. Their constant state of intoxication makes them oblivious to the potential dangers and consequences, indicating their vulnerability and lack of awareness. Overall, "Xanny" is a commentary on the perils of drug use and the importance of maintaining a clear state of mind, both personally and within relationships. The song serves as a reminder to stay away from destructive influences and to prioritize mental and emotional well-being.
