The song "Pretend.Relive.Regret" by Emarosa explores themes of playing games, self-reflection, and moving on from past mistakes. The lyrics depict the narrator's frustration with being seen in a certain way and feeling lost and followed. They question whether everything is just a game and express their dislike of being alone. The verse suggests the narrator's realization of their own mistakes and the consequences of their actions. They mention nights filled with regret and their readiness to seek hope. There is a reference to the trade of a taste like currency, possibly symbolizing the manipulation and deception experienced in relationships. The narrator also mentions lying awake at night, possibly haunted by their actions. The chorus highlights the narrator's understanding of the cost of their actions and their lack of remorse. They express determination to move on, just as they have done before. The following lines convey the struggle of breaking free from the need to wait for someone and wasting time with them. Despite this, the narrator is willing to sacrifice their own life to be with this person. The second verse indicates the narrator's acknowledgment of their own mistake in letting the pouring rain (possibly symbolic of emotional turmoil) into their life. They feel trapped, as if the window to escape is always open but never closes. The lyrics suggest that the narrator is proud of their distant memories and the lessons they have learned, possibly hinting at personal growth and development. The bridge reveals the narrator's determination to not play it safe and take risks in life. However, they express the pain and wrongness of the person being gone, similar to previous experiences. Yet, they will still move on. The final section of the song reflects on the narrator's emotional journey. They declare that their emotions are gone and that they have moved on. Yet, they invite the person to stay with them, perhaps indicating a sense of longing or conflict. The lyrics emphasize the feeling of coldness inside and the surrendering of themselves. The repetition of "I will move on" conveys determination and resilience. Overall, "Pretend.Relive.Regret" explores the complexities of relationships, the consequences of actions, and the process of self-reflection and growth. It portrays a struggle to break free from the cycle of pretending, reliving the past, and regretting, while ultimately expressing a resolve to move forward.
