"My Last Words" by Esham is a song that expresses the artist's rebellious and defiant attitude towards society, institutions, and individuals who have criticized or opposed him. The lyrics are provocative and confrontational, emphasizing his disregard for censorship and his desire to shock and challenge his listeners. The song begins with Esham describing his devilish and rebellious persona, selling his unique style of music that combines elements of rock, funk, and psycho funk. He mentions feeling intoxicated from the alcohol and references a buzz from a bottle of Champagne. Esham asserts that he will continue to be wicked and in your face until people grow tired of him. Esham then criticizes the radio for not playing his music and rejecting his explicit lyrics. He specifically mentions radio stations like 107.5 and channel 62. He also expresses his dislike for mainstream dance shows and claims that the hit songs promoted by these platforms do not interest him. Throughout the song, Esham challenges those who doubt him, suggesting they don't know anything about him. He states that he has a new attitude but remains true to his provocative and explicit style. He dismisses censorship and invites critics to suck his own private parts. Esham mentions being accompanied by women and highlights his sexual conquests. He detests those who try to provoke him, particularly mentioning a person named Reverend Night. He sees himself as a symbol of rebellion and darkness, warning listeners to lock their doors on 'devil's night'. Esham equates himself with a crucifix and symbolizes his mix of music as an unapologetic expression of himself. The lyrics go on to suggest that Esham relishes controversy and monetarily benefits from his rebellious image. He dismisses people hoping for his downfall and asserts his dominance and longevity in the music industry. He concludes by again proclaiming his disdain for those critical of him and encourages them to 'fuck off'. Overall, "My Last Words" is a defiant and rebellious song that reflects Esham's refusal to conform to societal norms and his determination to make provocative and controversial music.
