"Silicone" by Esham is a song that explores themes of violence, self-destructive behavior, and the internal struggles of the artist. The lyrics suggest a dark and troubled mindset, with Esham expressing his willingness to harm others and even contemplate suicide. The song begins with Esham challenging someone who wants to be dead. He then discusses how he would not hesitate to kill someone if necessary, and accuses others of trying to imitate or act fake ("silicone") for their own gain. Esham goes on to talk about his indifference towards consequences, referencing the possibility of going to prison ("doing a bid") and his disregard for the lives of others. He also mentions his dyslexia and how his unique style of music comes across as sick and unconventional. Throughout the lyrics, Esham expresses a lack of faith or belief in God and suggests that his music shocks people to the point of exclaiming "oh my God!" He also mentions his possession of a gun ("uzi") and his readiness to use it against those who cross him. The song delves into Esham's mental state, discussing his feelings of anger, isolation, and even self-hatred. He refers to himself as a "mad motherfucker" and admits to contemplating suicide frequently. Overall, "Silicone" paints a picture of a troubled artist dealing with inner demons and using his music to express his pain and frustrations. The lyrics are dark and confrontational, reflecting Esham's raw and unapologetic style.
