"Dramaturgy" (ドラマツルギー) is a song by Japanese artist Eve. The lyrics depict a sense of confusion and frustration in understanding oneself and one's place in the world. The protagonist of the song expresses feelings of loneliness and a lack of understanding towards concepts like love and human emotions. The song references a small theater or box where the protagonist feels trapped, wanting to escape and run away. The lyrics suggest that everyone, including the protagonist, is playing a role in this grand theater of life. They feel the pressure to act and perform, without the luxury of being mere spectators. The protagonist states that they have no defined identity ("watashi" nante nai no), feeling like they don't belong anywhere. They express a sense of resignation towards the idea of becoming someone or achieving a specific status. The lyrics further describe the protagonist's desire for connection and the feeling of being lost amidst the complexities of life. They mention a longing for a dramatic turn of events (doramachikkuna tenkai) but also acknowledge that reality often falls short of expectations. The chorus of the song emphasizes the protagonist's wish for a sense of acceptance and validation. They express their desire for someone else to understand them ("kimi mo YES YES iki o nonde") and find solace in the fact that there is still hope for a connection. As the song progresses, the lyrics touch on the vulnerability and fragility of the protagonist. They describe the fear of being broken by the touch of others and the realization that they have unwittingly become a monster. Despite this, the lyrics suggest that it is necessary for the protagonist to accept all aspects of themselves in order to move forward. The song ends with a reflection on the absence of truth and a sense of distrust towards others. The protagonist questions the sincerity of kind gestures and the reasons behind their tears. They feel unable to grasp the warmth and kindness extended to them and describe a sense of alienation. In summary, "Dramaturgy" explores themes of self-identity, confusion, and the desire for connection in a complex and uncertain world. It portrays the protagonist's struggles to understand themselves, their place in society, and their longing for acceptance.
