"Outsider (アウトサイダー)" by Eve is a song that reflects the struggles and frustrations of feeling like an outsider in society. The lyrics explore the desire to change the world and the pressure to conform to societal expectations. The song begins with the protagonist expressing their dissatisfaction with the world and their longing to turn it upside down. They feel that time is running out and there is no room for compromise. The lyrics also mention the gathering of boys and girls, symbolizing the idea of a collective rebellion. The protagonist describes themselves as a genius, a monster, and an outrageous person. They are looking for an imperfect companion who is the best and worst for them. They ask if someone with a straightforward and clear way of thinking can wake them up. The chorus repeats the question "What can I do that only you can do?" It highlights the protagonist's belief that they have unique abilities and perspectives that can make a difference. They urge the person they are addressing to not be present, as they do not need consolation. They do not want to succumb to the pressures of society. The lyrics then mention facing denials and criticisms, and wanting to flash back to when they were innocent. The protagonist feels that their emotions and determination have rotted away. They express their reluctance to remember those days and wish to throw them away. They hope that someone can break them in this place and shatter their self-image. The second verse talks about waiting for separation and keeping their mouth shut. The protagonist acknowledges that they can't talk about the scars from sleepless nights. They ask not to show their tears and claim they do not need such embarrassment. They want to protect what remains and believe that if there is something unchanging, they must do it before dawn. The bridge of the song emphasizes the contrast between the white and black colors in an imperfect world. The protagonist talks about a world without love and one filled with lies. They mention that the demon in their heart will never forgive and understand. The song concludes with the idea that shadows grow longer, and the day comes to an end. The protagonist wonders if they would have been saved if they were permitted to face the next day. Despite everything, they express that even if they were saved, they would still be an outsider. Overall, "Outsider (アウトサイダー)" is a heartfelt song about the frustrations of feeling like an outsider and the desire to find one's place in the world.
