"Beck + Call" by July Talk explores themes of power dynamics, manipulation, and self-worth in relationships. The song delves into the complexities of why someone may want another person and the conflicting emotions that arise from that desire. The lyrics suggest that the person wanting the narrator may only be interested in them because they believe they are wonderful or because they feel worthless themselves. The narrator questions whether they are merely a source of entertainment or if they hold any genuine significance to the other person. The phrase "at your beck and call" emphasizes the submissive position of the narrator, indicating that they are willing to do whatever the other person desires. Despite feeling unknown and alone, they continue to respond to their needs and desires. The refrain of "He loves me, he loves me not" and "She loves me, she loves me not" illustrates the uncertainty and ambiguity of the narrator's feelings. They question the authenticity of the other person's love and whether they are truly wanted or just being used. The lines "Blind love in dark bedrooms, Find love within confusion" highlight the confusion and lack of clarity within the relationship. It suggests that love can be blind and can thrive in the midst of uncertainty and emotional turmoil. Overall, "Beck + Call" explores the complexities of relationships, particularly ones characterized by power imbalances and conflicting emotions. It touches on themes of self-worth, manipulation, and the desire for genuine connection in a relationship.
