The song "A Boy Brushed Red.... Living In Black And White" by Underoath tells a story of a tumultuous and destructive relationship. The lyrics depict a sense of fear and regret, as well as the realization that things have gone wrong. The song introduces the idea of feeling one's heartbeat racing and tasting fear in the sweat of another person. It suggests that the protagonist has made mistakes and is acknowledging the consequences of their actions. The line "I admit that I'm just a fool for you" reflects the protagonist's vulnerability and their willingness to overlook the negative aspects of the relationship. The chorus describes a pivotal moment where both individuals in the relationship realize they have gone wrong. It presents an opportunity for them to do what they truly desire and live in the present. It suggests that this moment makes them feel alive, despite the underlying fear. The lyrics then allude to the idea of a last chance, potentially implying the end of the relationship. The line "This is what makes me feel alive, makes you feel alive" highlights the excitement that comes with breaking boundaries and pursuing what one truly desires. As the song progresses, the lyrics emphasize the negative consequences of their actions. The imagery of failing lungs and a dead heart conveys the deteriorating state of the relationship. Both individuals express their fear and acknowledge that something has gone terribly wrong. The line "It's all over, it's all over" signifies the realization that the relationship is coming to an end. The song takes a darker turn with the verse "Well, look who's dying now, slit wrists sleeping with the girl next door." This suggests a level of betrayal and self-destruction within the relationship. The lyrics also imply that the protagonist never truly mattered to their partner, reinforcing a sense of worthlessness. Despite the turmoil, the protagonist remains addicted to their partner, torn between the desire to let go and the fear of being alone. The repetition of the line "Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing, my heart is dead, it's way past beating" signifies the irreversible damage caused by the relationship. In the end, the song expresses the protagonist's disbelief at escaping the destructive relationship alive. The line "I never thought we'd make it out alive" highlights their surprise at surviving the turmoil. The song concludes with the phrase "It's all in your goodbyes," suggesting that the protagonist finally recognizes that the key to healing and moving on lies in accepting the finality of the relationship. Overall, "A Boy Brushed Red.... Living In Black And White" delves into the emotional complexities of a troubled relationship, exploring themes of regret, fear, addiction, and the ultimate realization of the need to let go.
