The song "Kalmam" by Ebru Yaşar is about a broken relationship and the pain of trying to move on. The lyrics express conflicting emotions of wanting to stay and hoping for love, while also feeling betrayed and hurt. The song starts by saying "One part of me says go, one part of me says stay. One part wants death, one part wants life." This portrays the internal struggle the narrator is experiencing. They also mention that their pride has been trampled on. The next part of the song mentions the duality of their partner, with one side being like an angel and the other side being like a devil. They mention how everyone except for the narrator is aware of the betrayal. The lyrics go on to say that their heart doesn't have the words to explain the pain and that they had thought they would get used to the burning sensation in their chest. They question how their partner could change so abruptly. The chorus then repeats the phrase "I don't have anything to say to you" and expresses uncertainty about how to love again. The narrator plans to drink a glass and move on, indicating their decision to let go. The second verse repeats the theme of not having anything to say and mentions that there is no path left to take. The narrator still hopes that their partner may love them again, but ultimately realizes that it is not possible at this point. The song continues to repeat the chorus and the themes of moving on and not holding onto the past. The lyrics emphasize the narrator's determination to not think about their partner anymore and their decision to leave the relationship behind. Overall, "Kalmam" is a song about the pain of a broken relationship, the struggle to let go, and the determination to move forward without looking back.
