Title: Saymadım Kaç Yıl Oldu (I Didn't Count, How Many Years Passed) Artist: Ebru Yaşar Genre: Turkish Pop "Saymadım Kaç Yıl Oldu" is a Turkish song performed by Ebru Yaşar. The lyrics revolve around the theme of a breakup and the lingering feelings of longing and heartbreak that come with it. The song starts by expressing the singer's indifference towards the passing of time since the separation, saying, "I didn't count, how many years passed." This line reflects the narrator's attempt to detach themselves from the pain and move on, suggesting that they haven't been keeping track of the time that has passed without their loved one. The chorus repeats the phrase, "Sen ellerin olalı" which translates to "Since your hands," symbolizing the absence of their partner's touch and presence. The singer wonders if their ex-lover's face has ever smiled since they parted ways, indicating a yearning to know if the other person has found happiness without them. The repetition of the question, "Güldü mü?" which means "Did they smile?", emphasizes this longing. The song continues to emphasize the separation, acknowledging that they have been apart for a significant amount of time. The repeated line, "Ayrıldık, ayrılalı," which translates to "Since we separated," reinforces the feelings of distance and disconnection. In the second half of the song, Ebru Yaşar sings, "Beni sorarsan eğer, gönlüm hala yaralı" meaning, "If you ask me, my heart is still wounded." This line reveals the vulnerability and the lingering pain that the singer carries even after the passing of time. It signifies that the singer's heart hasn't healed and continues to long for the lost love. Overall, "Saymadım Kaç Yıl Oldu" portrays the emotional journey of a person who is still haunted by the memories of a past relationship. The lyrics convey a sense of longing, heartache, and the struggle to move on after a painful breakup.
