The song "Nerve Impulse" by JubyPhonic explores themes of self-discovery, confusion, and the emotional turmoil that comes with relationships. The lyrics suggest a sense of not wanting to experience certain feelings, yet being unable to escape them. The protagonist feels deceived and asks for the truth instead of being misled. They express a feeling of being lost and unsure of what to do in a new world of clarity. The imagery of reaching a hand through a clear light symbolizes longing for something beyond their current state. The song describes a moment when the protagonist's heart starts pounding and a song plays along their nerve impulses, implying a surge of emotions. They find solace in this transcendent feeling, represented by dancing in the sky and being held by pure clouds. The "dumb cycle" mentioned refers to a repeating pattern or cycle in the protagonist's life, where they find themselves constantly reborn and experiencing the same struggles. The noise stuck in their head could represent intrusive thoughts or lingering feelings that they can't shake off. The protagonist reflects on being captivated by someone and realizing that this person has taken control over their life. They continue to write their story, suggesting acceptance of their circumstances. As the tempo changes and the energy calls to them, the protagonist becomes aware of a rule to heed. This could symbolize a turning point or realization, possibly related to the limitations and consequences of their actions. The lyrics touch on the theme of a "loser's game," indicating a feeling of being trapped or defeated. They express a lingering pain of not knowing certain things and fearing that they may never find out. The heart of the matter seems to be the protagonist's idealized dreams and the realization that they weren't meant to be. Despite this, they find comfort in bathing in the light and living their life in harmony, guided by echoes of their experiences. The protagonist acknowledges that their attempt to appear indifferent is futile, as others can see through their walls. They are haunted by the words spoken to them in the past. The mention of a "barely bitter beating heart" suggests a mixture of emotions, including bitterness and longing. The protagonist finds solace in dancing in the sky once again, but this time, they are held by calm clouds. The song acknowledges the recurring cycle of being reborn and facing the same challenges. The noise stuck in their head persists, and they seek help in navigating the newfound feelings they never knew existed. The lyrics allude to flying overhead, possibly representing a sense of detachment or observing their own life from a different perspective. The mention of fractal noise implies complex, repetitive patterns or thoughts. The protagonist aims to paint a new picture and mend their impressions with loneliness, suggesting a desire to find understanding and meaning within their experiences.
