"Toumei Answer" is a song by JubyPhonic that explores themes of loneliness, self-reflection, and the fear of being forgotten. The lyrics depict a protagonist who feels trapped in a monotonous, unfulfilled life. They are isolated and disconnected from the world, symbolized by their distance from sunlight and their inability to find answers in a textbook. The protagonist mentions their grades, indicating a desire for validation or recognition, but also implies that the tests are too easy, reflecting their feeling of stagnation. Despite their loneliness, they catch the attention of someone who smiles timidly at them, but this person also holds a bad grade, suggesting that even moments of connection are tainted by dissatisfaction. The song highlights the protagonist's awareness of the world's shortcomings, contrasting their sad perspective with the other person's cheerful outlook. Yet, the protagonist finds it difficult to believe in the possibility of happiness and perceives their existence as futile, leading to a desire to disappear. They feel disconnected, playing with a heart that only wants to be forgotten. The lyrics convey a sense of resignation and hopelessness as the protagonist acknowledges the replaceability of life and the futility of their own existence. They question the impact of any potential miracle or solution, seeing themselves as a callous fool and doubting the worthiness of such thoughts. The narrative shifts to a time when the person they were connected to has left. The empty space and absence of the other person evoke unease. The protagonist reflects on their inability to see the other person amidst the problems, recognizing that memories easily fade away. Throughout the song, there is a longing to understand and connect with others. The protagonist admits that they could find answers if they were closer to the other person, expressing a desire for genuine connection and a fear of the monotony of their days ending. The lyrics also touch upon the transient nature of emotions and how even a once joyful smile can fade away. Ultimately, the song suggests that despite their pain and desire to disappear, the protagonist cannot forget the beauty of that smile. They seek understanding and desperate for someone to help them explain their emotions.
