The song "Wanderlust" by Marika Hackman tells a story of longing, isolation, and self-discovery. The lyrics depict a sense of detachment and the struggle to find a sense of belonging. The opening lines, "Words are fun and games, The silence speaks of pain," suggest that words can be used as distractions or masks, while the true emotions and struggles lie hidden in silence. The protagonist reads aloud to someone, possibly a lover, at their request, but they fall asleep, leading to an increasing silence in the room. The lyrics, "I do not belong, Don't think you've done me wrong, 'Cause I'm not your ghost, and I never was, But you didn't ask, Wrapped up in your womb," express a feeling of not fitting in and not being understood by the person they are addressing. The reference to being wrapped up in someone's womb could symbolize a sense of being suffocated or controlled within a relationship. The repetition of the word "Wanderlust" throughout the song serves as a chorus and encapsulates the longing and desire to explore and discover something more. The verse, "Fever, one last thing, Before you take me in, Did I make her laugh, was it just pretend? Was she being kind? Yes, she was kinder then, in Berlin," suggests a fleeting encounter, possibly a romantic one, that is filled with uncertainty. The protagonist questions if their connection was genuine or merely a facade. The mention of Berlin implies a specific moment or place where this encounter took place. Overall, "Wanderlust" explores themes of loneliness, seeking connection, and the complexities of human relationships. It highlights the yearning for something more, both physically and emotionally, and the search for meaning and understanding in the midst of isolation.
