"Hitorinbo Envy" is a Japanese song covered by JubyPhonic. The lyrics tell the story of a character who feels lonely and unwanted, resorting to playing games to escape reality. They question their own worth and feel like a phantom, always in the way. Despite their solitude, they find joy in partying and screaming. The protagonist then experiences a shift in perspective as they encounter different people. They wonder if they were unnecessary and if they hindered others. A call is made to "walk your way to me," possibly indicating a desire for companionship. The lyrics also mention dreaming in color, only to wake up to a bleak reality. They were chosen to endure burning sensations inside, but they find solace in whistling and singing through their pain. As the song progresses, the protagonist crawls out into the world, witnessing others scrambling and dancing without understanding their struggle. They feel envy and longing, but they also acknowledge their own blindness. The lyrics briefly mention counting, possibly referring to a childhood game of counting to determine who is "it." They mention two names, Hiro-kun and Haru-chan, and end the verse with catching someone before they could try. In the final chorus, they repeat the previous lines while expressing a desire to be found and loved. They mention sewing their eyes shut, symbolizing their willingness to break out of their limited perspective. The song concludes with the anticipation of playing the game again the following day, noting that no one has to know about the protagonist's struggles. Overall, "Hitorinbo Envy" explores themes of loneliness, longing for connection, and the struggle between escapism and facing reality. The lyrics evoke a mix of despair, defiance, and hope as the protagonist navigates their emotions and desires.
